YOU ARE RIGHT. I could have eaten my own words with my last post. Jeanne wrote:
"But, also -- don't let yourself think "20 weeks" or "5 months." You can only take one day at a time."
To live like you were dying doesn't mean worry or even think about 20 weeks ahead, or even 1 minute ahead. As gloomy as it might sound, who really knows how many more years, months, days, hours, minutes, down to even seconds we have left? Thank you Jeanne for your comment.